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Life Is About Killing Time

Yeah, that's right
Life, is about killing time. I spent pretty much of the leisure time, doing nothing
Dunno how to correctly kill time
Movie? Waste of time in most cases, cause of the junk films made by some kind of comedians who ain't funny but act smart
South Park? When are the new seasons available to be downloaded free!?
Xiaonei? Fudge it, this place is boring most of the time and I' m having hard time come up with a good avatar
BYR? Too much information, looks kind of dumb
Tianya? Hell, I can't even open its fucking homepage, thanks to CERNET
Google Reader? Speed, speed always matters, I can't even load the pictures, then what the hell I am gonna read? Words?
Digg? CNN? BBC MB? Wired? It's all about the speed. I haven't updated my softwares for ages because of the speed shit

M' kay, fudge it.

I really think I should be doing something, like, doing nothing?
Chicken bun?

麻溜的，放假！

放假，放假，快点儿放假，这他妈一学期扯的
恩，很扯，所以赶紧放假吧
给你猜个谜，有这么个地方，这地方没有自习室，但还要考你模电，你猜是哪？
又开始扯了...

唉，快放假了，14号考完复变，这个世界就又安静了
其实一点儿也不判着学期结束，毕竟结束了又没了牵挂，没事逼着起床，又要开始过僵尸的生活了
所以说，不放假？
滚！
不放假干死你！
恩，好的。

其实也不着急回家...恩，再不着急了

过年了，又长一岁？妈的，20多了，没狗样呢还...
人生很短暂啊，而且很扯
这年头什么事儿不扯呢？唉？我咋这纠结，乱说啥呢，像发泄似的。其实挺好的，没咋的...
可能是闲着了吧
SHQ整过容，没有，整过，没有，整过，没有
这事有啥可争的？没啥，就是闲得嘛

咋老按回车，难道在写诗？
志摩！？
I've got to be kidding you

扯要有限，不然伤身

2009 is Here

It's 2009, and the last trailer said about new stuff coming up on Nov.19 doesn't make any sense at all. This is the lamest sentence ever.
Anyway, the amazing 2008 is gone. This amazing year, is to be remembered forever.
I know this is not thanks-giving and those who are thanked here have no possibilities of reading this here, but I would still like to thank certain individuals or groups or any other form of thankees.

First of all, AT2, thank you, as highlight of this year. You guys made my year.
Special thanks to Zoo Yeah, ShX, BF, Amy, Carrie. Got me through tough times. Guided me to the bright side of the tunnel.
Thanks to CPC, who held the Olympics, thus giving me the chance to meet AT2.
Thanks to Olympic Green (Common Domain), who held many of my best memories of this year.
Thanks to my parents, who are always there for me, and everything.
Thanks to Tianer, Duo.
Thanks to May.
Thanks to Aping, who made my life life.

Have to stop here. Duty calls.

New Stuff Coming Up

Been dead time without something new. Time to stretch out a little bit. 

Just a lame trailer, real stuff coming up later.

Green Stuff Talking #1

I think I am going nuts. Summer vacation means free time, that' s right. But that also means nobody forcing me to do anything. For lazy folk like me, I don't think I would sit up to do what I have to do. For the past several days, I have wasted most of the time enjoying free internet access in the dorm and sleeping all the way through day and night. I hate the messiness of the room, but I can't get my hand down on the cleaning business. Just mess it up.

I'd like to talk about the whole "moving" thing. It was July 6th. Just pack it up and move. 9 bags and me, we survived well. I kept hearing people swearing about the new dorm. Yeah, it's pretty much the worst dorm in the entire China mainland. And when I first came here, I was like, "Are you fucking kidding me?". And the dorm was like," I am not just fucking kidding you, I am fucking fucking you!" All right, a whole new life of three years in a hell on earth, as someone described it. Well, this is no happy.

It's not just the dorm bothering me. It's also about the campus. What's wrong with it? Let's say...it is tiny. I used to think a campus should at least have a lake, where a boy and a girl, maybe two boys or girls, can sit by its side and talk, kiss or other stuff. But I don't expect that any more. I can get by without a lake. But this one, is REALLY small. That's why I said tiny. Small doesn't mean all bad. It is convenient to live here. You can get almost everything with a slight stretch of your arm. That's a little too exaggerating. But when you know it, it's kinda like that.

After the first impression of its shabbiness and dirtiness, I am growing to like this place. It was the second morning. I got up really early. Not because I have to pee, not because I have a good habit of exercising in the morning. It was because I can’t fucking fall asleep. So what do you do when you can’t sleep? You get up. That’s what I did. 5 o’clock, up and dressed, I was thinking of a little walk around the campus, see what it is like when it is just what it is. With determined steps taken downstairs and downstairs, I found the entrance door locked. It says “open at 6”. Holy fuck, I can’t wait until 6. What I am gonna do in the hall before 6? But I was quite lucky. A man with luggage come to the door shortly after I got there. He was more worried than me cause he was head for the train. Later he found someone, an aged man came out with only his underwear and unlocked the door. I pretended to be pal of the train guy and went out with him. There I was, I was out of hell. What’s coming to me next is an empty campus, quiet as it is. Refreshing. A little walk over here and there, I found myself in serious hunger. Most of the living things can be seen around are aged people or aged people with dog. I think the dog need to poo. But I haven’t seen shits around. After a short wandering, I realize how much I would have missed if I slept these hours. It is sad because I never get up before 12 after that morning.

The dorm is becoming nicer too. It looks like hell but it feels more like a dorm. Dorm, is supposed to be messy, shabby and smelly. Otherwise it would only be a hotel room or something. That’s exactly what I expected a dorm to be. A dorm with strong Chinese characteristics. You can shoot all kinds of films as long as it is set after the 1950s. I am not satirizing. I like it here, I really do. When a breeze comes, I can hear the fluttering of the leaves from right outside the window, which resembles the kind of sound rain makes. How much would you expect from life? Just admit the real world, it sucks, but you gonna love it.

And for those who are tired of me, I won’t bother you any more. For those who aren’t, I will keep bothering you till you are.

《白鹿原》

“兄弟，我看人到世上来没有享福的尽是受苦的，穷汉有穷汉的苦楚，富汉有富汉的苦楚，皇帝贵人也是有难言的苦楚。这是人出世时带来的。你看，个个人都是哇哇大哭着来这世上，没听说哪个人落地头一声不是哭是笑。咋哩？人都不愿意到世上来，世上大苦情了，不及在天上清静悠闲，天爷就一脚把人蹬下来……”

140 Characters

"Time travel works!" the note read. "However you can only travel to the past and one-way." I recognized my own handwriting and felt a chill.

Just Because of All Night's Electricity

This blog titled "broadcast in Beijing". But actually it doesn't broadcast a lot, and for the time it does, it's just talking to itself.

Here I am again.

I don't know what I want to say here. It feels like there is this you that is in you and talking to you, come on, write something. But basically the real reason for this post is, is, I like to follow.

What the hell is that? Like to follow? Well, I have just gone through some of my girlfriend's, dearest girlfriend by the way, blogs. God, she writes a lot! That page is gorgeous, beautiful, blah,blah,blah. As I said, I like to follow. So I stopped going through my RSS feeds on Google Reader and started to write on this Google hosted blog provider (Google should pay me for that, I am a loyal user, though I don't pay often, seldom, ok, never). It's like following suit. You see someone doing something and you think it's really cool, then I think to myself, wouldn't it be cool if I do it too? The next thing I do is to follow. Let me give some examples, billions of years ago, I thought blogging (I wasn't even aware of the word then) is just some showing-off of good-looking dudes and hot chicks. But later then, I found it almost everybody's got one out there, writing things like I just got up late, my boyfriend just called me, so happy, things like that. Then I think to myself, hell! Even they got one, I want one too! Then I am off to MSN Spaces( because that's the only thing I know) and started one right away. It's called...can't remember..Neil's Space, might be. I write a lot of nonsense on it. Some are simply recording, some are about movies, music and people around. I write mostly in English so that nobody is gonna read it and that's what I want. Later on, I went through a lot of other "Spaces". Some are really beautiful! That's when I know about the thing called HTML which I still don't know well now. Then I started to change the look of my poor little blog, hoping to make it "beautiful". Even later, I found lots of folks, Chinese and foreigners, are moving their blogs from MSN to Blogger (Blogspot) . I don't know what is that. People said it was cooler and "way better than MSN". So I moved too, just follow. Ok, I think this is enough examples there. Sick of reading what I just wrote. Sick...so sick..

Big day! First day of all night's electricity provided for BYRs in HongFu. I should've studied all night cause that's why the electricity is here for and I am doing really bad in the study, which means I really shoud've studied my head off. But that's not me, this is. The one which is telling myself just waste your time in front of your Mac is the real me. I hate the real me but I can't make up my mind to kill him. Because he is so important, he is my life. = =

Sunday Special Report

BEIJING, China (QCBL) -- Local reporters have reported that BUPT just has its stupid Chinese exam for all (or not all) the freshman in HongFu. Some students told us that this exam was pretty boring and even reminded them of high school life.

I am one of them.

Up to now, many of the victims of this exam has forgot about it and started to seek a new life on their laptop.

I am unfortunately one of them, too.

Some medical people said that certain exam could leave instant damage on average people's brain. But BUPTers are more than just average people, which means they get stronger resistance to this damage.

Further investigation is being taken.

Copyright 2008 QCBL. All rights reserved.This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

Here I am, it all started again

I know this is nonsense. I said this every time, due to long time absence of blogging. Just finish reading some of my previous posts. Kinda interesting.. Maybe meaningless, but fun, real fun.

I don' t have much to say about those nonsenses. I am more into my future nonsenses. I hope you DON' T enjoy it cause you won't. :-)

This song I am listening is really cool. If you happen to drop by here. Check this out: Booty Man from Craig David.

What else? Nothing much, see you around. Check my previous posts if you are brain-damaged.

I don' t want to stop here. I still wanna put some junk here, just to increase Google Blogger Team's burden. Sorry, you guys, but hey, that' s me. Mean, uh? Yep! That's Me!

Talking about music, sometimes I do this really stupid thing: Listen to the one song which is really great repeatedly for trillions of times until I get tired of it. In this way, many great songs have been made "vomit songs" (when I listen to them, I tend to vomit ) for me. But it felt really great. Just this one song over and over again. Thank God every music software support this feature, even the mp3 players. Kiss you!!!

Am I being crazy or something? Maybe I need to take some drugs, I meant medical stuff, not the shit many European teenagers take.

When I log into my Gmail account, I really like to mail someone and talk some nonsense or chore whatever. But I just can't figure out whom to. So I searched the address book and check older mails. It's like memory flushing back, time flashing back, you name it. It's kinda interesting too, just like it when you go through your older blog posts or diary pages. All the happy shits and sad shits and wicked stuff come right to your face, staring at you and you staring at them too. interesting!

Wow, already went through this many lines. Only if they are C++ programs would be even better. Haven't been practicing that language for a long time. Almost forgot most of it. This new teacher is really... Respect women, so I don't talk about her. God bless all middle-age women. Let's talk about this physics teacher. You are awesome! You are great! You are my hero! You just killed me more than anyone had even done. You killed me big time! I deserve the death! Thank you.

Ok, I am calmed down. What happened around? I know what happened. Don't answer, I am not asking. Don't try to answer the question every time you hear something with a ?, it might be a test. Test your f**king patience. Well, I don't get much of that stuff. That's pretty much the reason why I can't keep reading a book for more than 3 hours. I am not calm! I am always in the search of ways get me out of my current situation. Whatever situation it is. Whatever! Just get me out of it!

Oh, it's running late. Lights gonna go off soon, who made this rule? No lights for college dorms?God said every man is born with equal access to electricity power. Why can't we BUPTers have lights at f**king night??? Oh, I just reveal my identity, whatever, nobody would even care. I am 100% safe from blogging any shit around here. The deserted place. 

Oh, by the way, I went to this running game holding this afternoon. I am not attending it. Just serve for it. Then who would pay for me? Why no pay? There is gotta be some pay for me. Who cut my money? Is that you, cunt? It must be you, you are staring down, why are you doing it? Are you scared? 

Holy s**t, lights off time.

Bye..

zzz..

Good night for everyone.

It's like this

Feb 11th, bitten by a dog.
Feb 14th, some really cold drink and some really hot food for lunch. Accidently fell asleep after being home.
Feb 15th, being very sick.
Feb 16th, being sick.
Feb 17th, being sick.
Feb 18th, being sick.
Feb 19th, being just fine, yet sick.

I am not having hydrophobia and I am still taking vaccine.
After pretty much surveying, I was finally diagnosed with a gastroenteritis.

Lessons learnt:

1. Do not mess with animals who aren't so friendly to you. (or you will end up taking vaccine for a month and forbidden of eating a lot of tasty things)
   
2. Do not eat or drink hot and cold stuff at the same time.
   
3. Do not eat anything or drink coke or milk if you are suspected a gastroenteritis patient. Being near to a toilet or carrying a plastic bag would do a lot of good to you.
   
4. Do not plan things assuming yourself being healthy all the time in the future.