Back in Changchun

I've always wanted to say something here. But there is always a certain thought preventing me from doing so. Say the thinking of blogging is not important enough, the thinking of doing something more worthy, the thinking of nobody would ever read it... It's always hard to step up and do something just for yourself, because you think you don't deserve it and you haven't worked hard.

Being at a age of 20 something, I've always feel the guilt of doing everything. Eating, sleeping, not improving, writing a blog which makes just a little sense etc. I am not making a living. I don't care about making a difference. And I am running out of words.

So bye...

No! I am not done yet.

Just before the Spring Festival of 2008, I have certain announcements to make:

• God bless the snowy southern China, where many of my friends are.
  
• I am back home and home is sweet but not as pleasant as it was in my brain when I was far away in Beijing.
  
• I love my girlfriend and we are having a great time and I am looking forward for the new year to come.
  
• I just find the world I am living in is different from the one that used to be in my mind. And I don't like the new one.
  
• I love my Macbook, it's just too great.
• I am not a bad person, but if sometimes I make you disappointed, annoyed or even angry, I am sorry. 
  

Happy Chinese new year, though it's not easy to be happy, but... try.