Just Because of All Night's Electricity

This blog titled "broadcast in Beijing". But actually it doesn't broadcast a lot, and for the time it does, it's just talking to itself.

Here I am again.

I don't know what I want to say here. It feels like there is this you that is in you and talking to you, come on, write something. But basically the real reason for this post is, is, I like to follow.

What the hell is that? Like to follow? Well, I have just gone through some of my girlfriend's, dearest girlfriend by the way, blogs. God, she writes a lot! That page is gorgeous, beautiful, blah,blah,blah. As I said, I like to follow. So I stopped going through my RSS feeds on Google Reader and started to write on this Google hosted blog provider (Google should pay me for that, I am a loyal user, though I don't pay often, seldom, ok, never). It's like following suit. You see someone doing something and you think it's really cool, then I think to myself, wouldn't it be cool if I do it too? The next thing I do is to follow. Let me give some examples, billions of years ago, I thought blogging (I wasn't even aware of the word then) is just some showing-off of good-looking dudes and hot chicks. But later then, I found it almost everybody's got one out there, writing things like I just got up late, my boyfriend just called me, so happy, things like that. Then I think to myself, hell! Even they got one, I want one too! Then I am off to MSN Spaces( because that's the only thing I know) and started one right away. It's called...can't remember..Neil's Space, might be. I write a lot of nonsense on it. Some are simply recording, some are about movies, music and people around. I write mostly in English so that nobody is gonna read it and that's what I want. Later on, I went through a lot of other "Spaces". Some are really beautiful! That's when I know about the thing called HTML which I still don't know well now. Then I started to change the look of my poor little blog, hoping to make it "beautiful". Even later, I found lots of folks, Chinese and foreigners, are moving their blogs from MSN to Blogger (Blogspot) . I don't know what is that. People said it was cooler and "way better than MSN". So I moved too, just follow. Ok, I think this is enough examples there. Sick of reading what I just wrote. Sick...so sick..

Big day! First day of all night's electricity provided for BYRs in HongFu. I should've studied all night cause that's why the electricity is here for and I am doing really bad in the study, which means I really shoud've studied my head off. But that's not me, this is. The one which is telling myself just waste your time in front of your Mac is the real me. I hate the real me but I can't make up my mind to kill him. Because he is so important, he is my life. = =